CUT ME SOME SLACK,PLZ

Can you guys cut me a little slack, im sorry for not being as good as brood, ITS MY FIRST FUCKING TIME OWNING AND MANAGING A SERVER. Plus its twice as hard because i have to live up to the reputation of brood's legacy on verincraft 1 that I used to love and play on. I saved this server from being shutdown forever, please just cut me a little slack ymere and I are trying as hard as I can. It seems everyday we have some type of problem with a staff member such as Sheep, GDION, Tay, and so on, its hard to cater to every new player and fix all this unnecessary drama between staff AND also configure plugins and other stuff. I would like to see any of you guys go to high school and keep up good grades while also spending most of YOUR money not your parents but YOURS just to keep up the server for other ppl to play on. While doing that also configuring and managing plugins, dealing with player complaints, and drama between staff members, while also trying to play soccer and lax. I would think some of you would do as good if not worst than I am. Please just cut me some freaking slack, and if you think the server is shit, before you quit could you try SUGGESTING things in the forums instead of just saying u suck i quit. If it sucks then leave feedback so I can make it better, how am I supposed to not make it suck if I dont know how or what to fix.

Sorry for the Caps and Rage,
Captain